I'd been trying to control my drinking since late last year and always ended up drinking too much. I've decided that I cannot drink "socially" as it always gets out of control and end up feeling awful the next day. I don't think I'll ever be able to drink socially or moderately again and it's best for me to never drink anything again.
I fit all the criteria for alcoholism and I know in my heart that I can never drink again, which is ok by me.
:ghug3