gypsytears

I like it .

Made it to the park at 8:45 and tried to get through they gates and they said my pass expired! We just went the other day FFS! It's good till the end of the year anyway so I had to go over to customer service and straighten that out.

The we gt stuck in traffic e fr and hour and a 1;2 tryign to get out if the parking lot. To make matters worse... the guy that cut me off, stepped on his brakes while t raffuc was crwlaing and I bumped his bumper lightly. He looked like he was going to have a problem but nothing was damaged, We didn't exchange info. I hope nothing comes of this nothingness. We just got home 15 minutes ago.

They liked the concert though so that was worth it I guess.

So girls have dentist in the early after noon and I have to gather up my stuff for class... which I will be practice teaching 1st of all of us. Nervous about it.

The 1 on 1 did go pretty well yesterday, She didn't make me do everything just sime things, I think she makes everyone else do more, but she said she was being nit picky with me abut little things.... she expects more from me than the others so she said.

It was all good that meeting though.

So focusing on coming forward on the forth of my feet this afternoon I actually did a full forward roll. I took it way too far. It was pretty funny . I didn't get hurt, nor was I embarrassed lol.

So that's my day. Not so god all around. He is still being a dick wad. Wen he came home I was in the kitchen getting a banana to eat real quick so I was standing there and he was like,oh, do I need to go outside (meaning me). Uh, no,( I was hoping for a civil exchange of hi and etc.)but I just said no.

So he went upstairs and I said I was leaving so he came down and kinda avoided even saying good bye. Then one of those perfunctory kisses. So I looked at him, maybe sadly and he just waved with a smirk on his face. I left shaking my head at his insensitivity and I am more sick and just angry than weepy right now. That's not really a better feeling BTW.

I guess I could do what he does to me, ignore me and if we speak, put him down like he talks to me. I don't want to.. but I am soooooo tired of feeling his attitude and lack of affection. And lack of communicating and , and and.That's doesn't feel right either. There's more but I am done complaining for tonight.

Even though he's sleeping or pretending to, I'll put on some music so I can maybe sleep some. I am tired of being tired,.

Things to do in the morning and have my course all weekend so I won't be around much unless I can't sleep like now. In which case, I'll be on the night crew again. My typing sux worse at night so forgive me that please editor in chief Dee.

I do have many good thing in my lie and blessings. I realize this. I just d not have a good marriage and I'm sorry to go on and on about it every week or day or so. At least I'm, not drinking.

Hi and good night to everyone.Thanks for listening.