Hi Saliena,,
I'm close to your age, 32 years old and can also be a total betch when I drink, especially to the man I love. That's part of the reason I wanted to change last year. Had a lot good intentions and trys and failures but now I'm here, a year later and have 4 weeks under my belt. It's a good start. You can use this site as a tool and read a lot of posts you will probably relate to. Looking forward to your posts and progress.
Best Wishes,
Kathleen