Originally Posted by
Saliena 
nd, the bad thing is that my husband is the greatest man in the world. And, we have only been married two months. But, I have seen my drinking shatter him when I become a total bitch when drinking. If I was a happy drunk maybe I wouldn’t want to actually stop. (sad huh?) But, as it stands I am here.. I want to make this commitment. I want to change. I don’t want to be the destroying force that my mother was when she drank. I have to get off this roller coaster ride.
Welcome to SR, it makes me really happy to hear you're going to try an AA meeting and that you want to make a commitment to sobriety.
Wish I could say that I stopped drinking soon enough to save my marriage, but I kept going thinking that someday it'd just be OK. It's not too late for you, please take this seriously and choose a sober life!