Yeah, that does sound sort of cocky. Let me rephrase it: I want this to be my last time starting from day one. I feel sure it can be if I just stay vigilant and never forget the beast is not dead, only sleeping, and can wake up in an instant and wreck everything. I'm just determined that my last day one actually 'is' my last day one. Getting too old to keep starting over. want to keep on going forward.
I am fully aware of what can happen if I let my guard down for even a second. I'm not being complacent, just determined!
I am also hopeful this is my last time starting over as I've never been sober five weeks! So I'm doing really well!! Being sober sure beats being drunk or sick from drinking!
