Lou Lou..don't give up. I have slipped up so many times since joining here and I just keep getting back up, dusting myself off, and starting again. You have to really want to fight this and in the end you will win. I am only on Day 2 myself and have not made it past Day 5? in a very long time. I will keep fighting though.
There is so much support here. There is always someone here to help so don't ever hesitate to ask!