So bitter
I am so angry that nothing in my life seems to be going well.
Work is tough because I feel like I don't belong. The house I bought with my ex and lived in for 4 months has not sold for almost 2 years now!! I am barely making it paycheck to paycheck (trying to save some for closing costs) and working very hard in the process. My sister is not so available for me because of baby and family, my friends are around but not enough, and I haven't been able to lose the same 8 pounds (I have a small frame, 8 pounds means - clothes don't fit and I have a poncho belly!) for the last 3 months despite working out 3-4 days a week and eating better!!!!
I am so angry and bitter and sad and lonely and feel so abandoned by my higher power - who seems to have forgotten about me!!!!
I forgot to mention I haven't really had a relationship in 2 years, meanwhile ex is living with someone - so my personal life sucks eggs, too!
Last edited by gns; 08-13-2008 at 05:55 PM.