Originally Posted by
justaboutus 
Of course, inside I'm hopeful that I'll kick him out, and he'll magically be healed, go into counseling, look like the Diet Coke guy, and whisk me away on a white horse into the sunset. I know that's not going to happen, but a girl's gotta have dreams right?
LOL
Letting go of that dream was one of the hardest things I had to do. As we seperate, my AH is becoming more and more bitter and twisted - or maybe I'm just seeing it from a different perspective now. He's going in the opposite direction to being healed.
Journalling worked wonders for me when he turned on the charm. It reminded me of all the abuse I've lived through.
I wish you well in your plans to find some peace and happiness for you and your daughter - you deserve it! :ghug3