feelings
Sometimes i get the feelings come over me that i wonder what an exgirlfriend is doing. I dont know where they come from but they come. I have to admit that I think about this when they come on how she is doing, love to talk to her, but then it comes to me that it is no possible. There would be a consider amout of trouble that would come with doing these things. I know in my heart that i dont have feelings for this person anymore but mentally these thoughts come up. Also the misery I had and what i have done to this person. I am truly sorry for what I did and would love to tell her but I know i cant. I wish the best for her and no bad thoughts come up but I dont know why these thoughts are comeing up. Maybe because my mind is getting heathier and finally feelings are comeing back I dont know. If anyone has any ideas or suggestions i would love to hear them.