I'm starting to feeling guilty for being so b!tchy..... this a b!tch post isn't it?
Writing this all out is good because it is healing for me, but then also because when that "forgetter" comes back into play....... my dear friends, this post needs to be bumped!
Interestingly, I have new developments... this night has been full of so many developments!
I just told him that he is more interested in sex and feeling affectionate when he is high, and his response said he was actually just testing me to see if it's really true .... that I don't find him sexy when he is high, opposed to how I am when he is in recovery! Glad he notices that because he is 100% correct... that is absolutely true!