Thank you for your thoughts and prayers, I'm positive it's a power greater than ours that has been helping. I have learned to trust and listen for that voice that speaks to my heart. When I slow down and allow it to come to me, it calms me and brings me to a place of compassion. I have to surrender every day or I will become that other person again.
I'm 44 years old and have been fighting this battle off and on for almost all my life. This isn't about my daughter, it's all about me and always has been. It's being honest with myself and when I see something wrong inside, having the guts to change it. When I stop fearing myself, I stop fearing the rest of the world.