Originally Posted by
mikey1980 
no urge, I just hate myself. God will get me through this. I've had an on going battle for 10 depressing years.
i can relate to your depression. it is very very difficult for you now. sounds like you are fearing to fall back into depression. I have a little bit of those feelings right now myself.
hang in there and i'll do the same
gotta get out and do somethiing....can't stay in the house.....right now i have to because my daughter is sleeping....but eventually she will get up and we will get out of here. in the interim I came here.