I was feeling a little weird about my family mking a big deal out of birthday. We are having a huge BBQ Sat. My aunt and uncle are comin gfrom out of town. My grams invited all kinds of people. And I know everyone has bought me gifts. We dont usually buy gifts for adults.
So I was feeling a little bad. Like they were trying to make up for last year. And I dont like people to make a big deal over me.
I dont know..I guess I am use to egtting attention because I am screwing up. Not use to getting it normally.
My grams told me tonight to stop and just sit back and enjoy. She told me I never have a party for my Bday. I said something..I forget what..She was like well..I know Your whole life has been a party. But this is different.
She said it in a funny sarcastic way.
Gotta love the grams.
Been making friends at work. Having fun and laughing at work.
I laughed so much tonight it was great.
I love to laugh more than anything.
OMG..Sat is going to be crazy. My family is fuuuuny and crazy when we all get together.
Cant wait. I am going to be hurtin from laughing so hard. I already know.
Life is good people.