nothing changes if nothing changes
This statement took me along time to get. Then one day thinking about it , it sounded like the dry drunk syndrome. We can stop drinking or drugging and not change our ways. With out changeing ourselves then nothing changes. Our attitudes and behaviors stay the same. I think that we must change to put our demons to rest.
I used to think about someone not all the time but every once in awhile, and one day strange things started to happen, it seemed that contact was trying to be made. During all this my fears have come back and I was really scared. then I would pray and say the serenity prayer everyday and still do. Then the fears and that scaredness went away. It took alot to change but with hard work it can be done. There is no longer any fear in me with this person cause I wont let it happen. I am tireed of being a victim from anybody and and myself. Then one day I was contacted by a person I havent heard from in about 12 years, it was a pleasure and I think a god sent that people are coming back in my life there is a reason for it.
I have done alot of hard work to change and still do it everyday. Not easy but wow it is worth the work. Cause never know what surprises my HP has in stored for me. I will embrace it everyday.