I know what you mean Trish - slowly but surely you realise that you're still the same person but...you're also not.
You're thinking about yourself in better ways, and you're looking at life through glasses that aren't quite so dark....they're imperceptible sometimes the changes...I can walk past a bottle shop and not realise til I get home LOL....but together all these little changes mean something and..they head somewhere - and that's recovery to me
thanks Trish
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