Hi, aldo,
And welcome to the MH forum of SR!
I'm sorry to hear about your problem.
Have you spoken to a counselor about your gambling at all? It seems like there *may* be some obsession going on. Of course, I'm not a doctor, so, don't take my word for anything. But, I think it would be worth your while to check into why you've allowed gambling to take control over your life, yes?
I wish you the best. Hope to get to know you better as we both work on our recovery.
Shalom!