Sometimes we are surrounded by REAL idiots. Sometimes we ARE the idiots. She is at fault here D. Some people just won't take responsibility for what they should! Irritating tho ain't it??
I also hear you about wanting to get Effffffed up. I have those moments too. I am NOT one of those where the obsession (or thoughts) has been completely lifted. I think about getting all messed up and then I think a little longer and realize that I am not willing to endure the consequences.
Keep talking about it D. Love ya!