I don't think she doubts me Matty - don't see how she can LOL
she just doesn't want to do the diagnosis herself for some reason, perhaps she just doesn't want to put her name to the form...needless to say - new doctor awaits for Dee.
Thanks everyone - like I said, I'm not going to falter here - but I can't keep things bottled in anymore. Not into hurting myself anymore.
Thanks for listening
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