Interesting...my wife also says I'm not an alkie but she also doesn't know the half of what I would drink (like us all I was GOOD at hiding it!). I don't know how she'd react to knowing I was on here. I haven't been to a meeting yet but I've really been thinking about it, and I don't know how she'd react to that either. I guess I need to prove to myself first that I can do this before I advertise it to her...she did say I'd betrayed her trust many times by saying I wasn't going to get sloppy (and then of course I did), so I don't want to announce i'm recovering when I just might relapse again.