I completely understand what you are talking about...
....it seems like we just get feeling okay physically without drinking and.....BAM...out of the blue...EMOTIONS!!!! Gawd, it was like someone opened a floodgate...even sappy commercials had me bawling my eyes out. It will get easier to deal with the feelings, good and bad. For me, after a bad dream, or the sick feeling I get in the pit of my stomach remembering the bad times, it helps to simply thank God that I am no longer that person. It also helps to thank God during the good times...you are doing great.
Cathy