Originally Posted by
Jeeplady 
It's a strange feeling.
Even before I saw this similiar thread and before I tried to stop drinking, I thought often...."I still feel young.... I've been left behind by my peers...I don't behave the same way OR think the same way" as others my age.
I use to boost that I didn't fall into the trap of "getting older"...when in fact, I denied myself spiritual growth and emotional growth.
It makes me feel sad
Jeep-
I wish you were not feeling so sad. Sound like were in the same boat.
I go back and forth on my moods and have noticed that people my age are sometimes boring, not always - but sometimes.
It can get to be too much to think about sometimes. I guess we just have to be happy that we are sober now and go from there.