[toomutch]
i do have a higher power - i talk with him every night and thank him and ask for help. i know i have to do this one day at a time, but i'm just feeling overwhelmed and i feel like i'm starting to plan my next drink. my hubby's birthday, my birthday, and the end of my classes are coming up - and those are definately some drinking triggers (any excuse to celebrate right?)
so i'm trying not to think ahead - but it's just kind of lingering over my head.