ok... you're making me tear up! lol - thats what i love about this site, i think sharing our experiences, tools and thoughts is helpful. I made a list once of reasons NOT to drink - but that clearly didn't work. When I was reading your list - it made me think of all the crap that goes along with drinking, and it made me think - UGH! I DON'T WANNA GO THROUGH THAT TODAY! And after that little episode passed, my first thought was " I have to thank Toomutch!"
I'm sorry you've been feeling depressed - and feel free to lean on me anytime!
