I have looked into MM...im not sure what to consider myself at this point..alcoholic or pre-alcoholic? I cannot go out and have just one...if i could, i would be okay. I have to get hammered, otherwise its a waste. Im not dependent though, and drink mostly on the weekends...so i feel lost in this world of alcoholic or not, or how to quit! AHH! but atleast i recognize MM is not happening.....
