Originally Posted by
murphys 
Thank you RK2007.
It is hard but I am trying my absolute best to kick this and this site and the kind posts by members are certainly helping!
I refuse to let this beat me, I want my pre-alcohol life back ..
Murph - the operative word you used above "refuse" will make the difference. I too refuse to ever drink again. However, I now also
fear alcohol. It's not my friend: it's doesn't make me feel better; it not fun anymore; it causes me not but physical and emotional pain.
I hope I never forget what I went through to get to this point!
Keep posting and hang in there! I'm pulling for you.