Wow Laan- you and your family have really changed so much in such a short time! I hope you can breathe easier. I would just avoid looking at those old photos. Tooooooo painful, why torture yourself? I absolutely cannot bear to llok at pictures of my brothers and me from just a few years ago even. They have deteriorated so much recently - I can't bear the pain of their past "healthier" faces and bodies.
Your future is wide open! You can keep at your recovery and building your relationship with your man. Everything I've learned in my recovery from my wacked out Alcoholic family has helped me in every aspect of my life....and naturally helps me cope with the ongoing alcoholism of my brothers...keep at it Laan! Good luck!
Peace,
B.