im new
well i've been taking oxycotten maybe little over 2 years recently was thinking about getting off it,, until recently somthing came up and now i got no choice but to go on without it, hell i didn't even get a chance to plan my battle out,, as it stands i guessing im maybe at day 3 withdrawls it's hell i can't sleep, i'm nervous guts feel like there on fire if not feeling like i got sucker punched , i got the mud slides i feel like crap that is just the physical part , im depressed, im lacking interest in everything and anything that i once injoyed a lot, i have a high tolerance for pain, pressure and stress even this is taxing my body/mind to such a extreme i whouldn't wish this on my worse enemy i can't get help i love to go a detox get it done over the right way but if it gets out i did goto a detox it could cause issues for my family in terms having custody of my brother kid, and i can't even drink alcohol to suppress the cramps and nervousness im @^#$
my b-day is 9 days which only adds to be depressed more ..