Is there any way you can just let your husband deal with this tonight (i.e., don't go home until he's gone)? I think you have that right, if your husband is up to the task. Maybe it would be okay for you to ask this favor of your husband, and your HP? You don't have to put yourself "to the test" this final time, particularly if you are worried that YOU will RELAPSE and allow him to stay. I would totally ask this favor of someone, to help me maintain MY serenity and determination. I know the codie in me hates to ask for help, but the rational, learned me knows that sometimes it is the right thing to do.
