Hi SilentEyes - congratulations on your decision to quit. I wish I'd had the courage and sense to do it at your age - all the pain & grief I would've saved myself. We'll be thinking of you tomorrow as you go to the vet. I feel like you do about my dogs (English Mastiff & Yellow Lab). They are one of the reasons I wanted to get well, so I could be more responsible and give them the life they deserve. Please let us know what goes on with you - glad you found SR. Love, Joanie