I'm going to reply, because I feel the same, except I am wanting my A back home, so that things will "feel" ok again, I feel very discouraged, upset, pissed off, esp at his irresponsiblities. I wish I could be that ir-responsible. Hell some days I think, I can't beat em, join em!
(this is not a good day for me) overlook me.
Love,
bonbon