This Place Aint For Me
I hold nothing against anyone trying to get their behaviour patterns in sync with reality an sanity - ie not feeling crap all the time, wasting loads of money. I just deny the totally sober state of reality.
I'm a really shy guy, find it hard to talk to anyone much unless im drunk, and I bet that's pretty much unusual. So I don't negate all alcohol has to offer - except it is not a good or natural way to relax or to fit in to life.... It is totally wrong for me and I intend to kill it dead tommorrow after 4 years. I'll read and sleep and play video games whenever my brain is not totally dead.