yes - i do have a plan for recovery. aa. i know that i can't do it alone - my goodness, have i tried. i live in a tiny community and did aa here when i was sober before. part of my relapse had to do with pulling away from the local aa community. it isn't always the most healthy recovery scene.
taking that into consideration and knowing that i need recovery - i will be attending aa out of the area. i have to - and i need - like you said - an "effective" recovery program - so rather than doing the same thing and expecting a different result -
- i am making a plan around it.
thankyou for your comments, everyone.