Thanks everyone for the encouragement to pick myself up & move forward!
I have to tell you...It was very strange, like a switch flipped and no willpower at all...
I went to meet some friends and then next thing I know, there's a beer in front of me.
I guess my days of going to bars, are over! For the last 12 days I pretty much sat home...except for the day I went to the meeting/ happy hour & had such good control... I also need to sit at a table when going out to eat...not at the bar as usual. I guess I need to change everything...not as strong as I thouhgt I was.
WOW, I really hate hangovers...how fast depression sets in...mentally beating yourself up on a Saturday is just a complete waste!!!
Well I really need to focus on one day at a time and put together a better plan this time.
I am really thankful to have SR to come back to...you guy are all the best..Thanks agian!
Oh ya, I guess I need to change my Avatar!