I need to get some help
I haven't been here for a few months. I thought with the divorce being final I was finally done being a codie. Well guess what I just started dating the same guy My ex was. Why am I attracted to this? My family met him and knew right off that he was wrong for me. Am I blind to this? I googled dating a**holes, and I am attracted to drug addictted a** holes. I guess I must like that roller coster ride. I am happy to finally recognize this. I am getting out of it. But I find myself wanting to get sucked back in. I hate being lonely, I know I need to look into myself to find happiness, It's not going to come from someone else. But it is comforting to have arms around you. To feel needed, wanted and loved. I miss having a companion. Just needed to vent. And I need to keep going to this site because I have a problem. I need help with this codependent thing.