I spent a year out of the rooms thinking I had everything under control.. I didn't relapse Thank God- but I found just going to church and reading na aa literature was not enough for complete sobriety I completely ignore the fact that we keep what we have only by giving it away. I have been attending na and we have many meetings with some great sobriety and I have begun to share and I am currently looking for a sponsor. I feel a greater sense of purpose and direction and I am back on the road to complete sanity instead of being wrapped up in my own little world of BS and sickness. THanks for letting me share and I am glad to have today sober!