Peaceteach--
I really like your signature quote. I do think my inner voice "guidance" is talking to me a lot lately! I have learned many lessons and do see progress! Listening to others share at meetings also helps me see how far I have come in changing myself.
It isn't so much stepping away from insanity, it's just finally being at peace and acceptance. I do feel much more free from the insanity and can keep choosing to stay that way.
I'd like to just keep moving forward and I don't want to relive everything and write about it all again with someone. I have so much more understanding of addiction and how it affects the family. I know what my contributions were and am aware of only being able to help myself. I will always need to work on myself. I found what I was looking for and know where to continue to get support.