I think it's okay, Az. Sometimes I want to just say enough, that I don't want to even think about addicts, or drugs, or alcohol, but to just live. I believe that we all have a path that we follow in life that is influenced by something greater than us. If this is the choice you are making today, then that is your path that is planned for you. You have learned a great deal by coming here, but if your heart is calling to you to just step away from the insanity and find some peace and joy in living this summer, then that is what you should do, sweetie. Just remember the lessons and don't get sucked in to someone else's lies and manipulations.