Thank you all for your replies:ghug2:ghug2
I do agree with a lot of what has been said. And I feel I have more focus on me then I have had in a long time. Maybe not totally where I want to be, but that will take time.
I guess what bothers me most, is that I'm struggling, really struggling, financially, emotionally, and mentally with the thing with my son, as well as grieiving the break up. He just seems to have an easy life, going out and buying a brand new truck, and three months ago he couldn't even pay his bills. His credit is bad, so don't even want to know how he got this truck.
But he is usually laid off for six months out of the year, so yes buying a new truck was a really bad move on his part, and like always he wasn't thinking ahead. I guess I'm glad I won't be around when it gets repoed.