Lexus, of course it hurts!
However, we are talking about an addict.
Sounds like he's taken on a LOT OF PAYMENTS, and we all know what will happen to those payments.
Just sit back and wait, and watch as all 'the stuff' gets repoed.
Some of the addict thinking is "I'll show him/her. I can control this. I'm not an alkie/addict. etc"
However, no matter how good his job is, the money will end up going for his DOC and he will loose all his 'stuff.'
So............................................give yourself permission to feel the hurt, then get on with the business of living each day to the fullest for you.
Try and be honest and remember the reasons why you wanted him gone. This will make the hurt less.
Please keep posting and let us know how YOU are doing, we do care very much!
Love and hugs,