Hi abcdefg
Isn't it surprising how our stories help others. :ghug2
I would actually find it easier for me if he didn't keep with the messages, I'm not a person that finds saying no easily and I'm sick of going through the whole hoopla of "I do care about you but you've hurt me" then him saying "I'm so sorry, I realise now, please give me another chance" to me saying "you said that last time" to him saying "I mean it this time" to me saying "so you didn't last time?" - Ooh the insanity of it all. I cannot go down that path of not knowing where I stand again, I will not.
Absolutely zero doubt. It would all be so rich and wonderful at first because his sober personality would be present.
Completely agree, each time I made up with the ex the first couple of weeks would be bliss and I'd be on top of the world only to come straight back down with a bang.
I will admit I still love him, but the him he was when we met and not the one he is now.
Wishing you well x x x