Originally Posted by
Paulos 
Yeah... stuff I can do ... eat food, drink water, wash myself, play some games, clean a house kind of ... bleh... what an inspiration I am
There are many active addicts out there who are still suffering and can't do those things! And the fact that you still post here and have the desire for recovery is definitely an inspiration.
Shortcomings and inabilities? Well, working the 12 Steps has removed most of those insecurities from my life, but I know you're not wild about AA. So how about writing a gratitude list for what you do have. Like water to drink, food to eat, a roof over your head, games to play, etc. etc.?