Originally Posted by
Paulos 
Anyway, reading it... reading the author's words, how grand he wrote... what he wrote about, made me feel like crap since I can't do that....
Most people don't compare their intelligence level to Einstein, so it'd be unfair to yourself to compare you to Tolkien, who was known for his detailed writing ability....and is one of a handful of great writers of his generation.
As for the other stuff, I agree with 'teach.....look at the stuff you can do. Best of luck.