thanks for the support Honu,
The city I live in isn't really like Amsterdam, with all the hookers and dealers everywhere. But still there are 3 coffeeshops within a fifteen minute walk.
day 17
wauw, day 17!
Since a two or three nights i'm experience proper deep sleep again, not some comatose druggie-crash. Really vivid dreams, from cloverfield-kinda monstermovies to smoking drugs. I wake up energized and with (once again sorry about the details) really powerfull erections, didn't have that in a long time. My sexdrive is back with a vengeance lol.
My cold is slowly clearing a bit. Still couching a lot, and my nose is still clogged, but at least I don't feel like a mess all the time anymore. Tomorrow I will be fit enough to work again, this time I know it for sure. I really want to again. I have been doing nothing for four days now, starting to get a bit restless. Still by being sick I learned a lot about taking things a bit more easy, especially because i'm in recovery.