day 15
still sick and sober....
I think it's karma, after i gave up the drugs, I just have lived my life for about two week without facing the truth: recovery. I used all my reserves and energy to pretend nothing was going on. I called today and asked for another two days off, they really need me next week due to festivities in the city, so I gotta get fully better.
I realise now how stressed and up-tempo I was. Having difficulty breathing forces you to slow down, it took me almost two days to realise that.
So, a lot of new insights, this being sick is almost a good thing lol. I even have the chance to quit sigs fully, and I am defenitly taking it!