You now have your own experience as well as that of others as to what sobriety is and how to do it. I often think of the "me" who was sober in the past and the "me" who will be sober in the future and think of them standing with me as i walk through sobriety in the here and now.
And they don't carry clubs! They smile and hold my hand.
And when you are feeling a little better you can look at what mental process proceded the first drink...and you will learn! That is going to make you stronger.
I am here with you
