Originally Posted by
hope4always 
For me, if there’s no trust, then there’s no relationship.
See thats the catch-22 for me is regaining that trust because to regain it back I have to let go and for me to let go requires trust
Between the using, the other men, the seperation then to an attempted divorce its just reallllly hard somedays all symptoms of her addiction as I say....
Its deffinatly a one day at a time thing with me, and each day is getting better and better but there are somedays where I seriously feel like im on something looking for any clue to answer that gut twisting anxiety of which in the long run resides in me...