I can't tell you what to do but I can guarantee that faking suicide will not help. Is there no one at all? There's got to be a national hotline you can call for a referral to somewhere. Please call a national hotline. You may find one in one of the 'stickies' at the top of the page in this forum, or the substance abuse forums. Please make that call now. You have to try. For yourself, your daughter. :ghug3