When I was in my bottle I would say what ever it took to get what I want, sometimes it was a lie, other times it was the truth.
I lied to myself, I lied to the world!
I said what ever it took to take the blame off of me, whether it was fact or fiction!!!
I always blamed other people for my drinking, looking back on that honestly which I am fully capable of today, the only person I ever could blame for my drinking was me!!!!
If I ever started to drink again it would be my fault and no one elses!!!