(((Kermit)))
Boy can I relate a little to your post. My sister and I don't even speak anymore, I have also cut ties to my dad in order to stay sane. He was and still is a major abuser/rageaholic. My sister is so in denial about our childhood that she clings desperately to my dad. She is a grown women with kids and a husband.
Some family members can be so toxic. And life can be so cruel, this I know, and like you feel like not dealing with it anymore, but know I must stay strong for my son.
I think it was a strong move on your part to get the hell outta there. Hang in there!
Thinking of you