Well sobergirl it's okay because the Lamictal was making it horrible on me either way, I HAD to stop it... it was like a BAD HABIT and it was just a drug that wasn't even giving me any help. I'm down to 12.5 anyway so I'm almost done off it. Sadly I'm back on Day 1, but I'm proud to be on it... I don't have a lot of optimism about my scene because I'm a depressed case a lot honestly, always worrying about what I am and am not... what could happen and what could not... but the Lamictal made that worse, a year of trying medications, only made me worse off.